Bringing Cosmic Balancing Within

Dear Friends,

There is a massive balancing happening on a cosmic scale, and there is evidence of this all around. Here in the States, we just had an election that very much felt like a battle between light and dark, and the outcome, while more empowered than two years ago, was much more 50/50 than many had hoped.

So, what does this mean for us spiritually? Well, it means that we must be ever-mindful of how this cosmic balancing is playing out in our lives. There are forces at work on both sides, and it is a constant and continuing work to not only choose the side of light, but to also be an active participant in the spreading and propagating of light in 3-D.

How does this manifest for you? 

For me, it is this website and my work in the spiritual realms. I’d once thought there was much more active 3-D work for me, but after 2016, when I asked what I could do to help, this is the work that presented itself. Quite a surprise to me, it has been a deeply fulfilling and profoundly empowering journey. And it is here to lend support to all of you out there following your own beautiful paths toward and in spiritual empowerment.

The work calls us within first, which was always my problem in the past. I would clamber around trying to find my purpose in external jobs. These jobs were always done in support of the dreams of others, and I was very good at organizing the 3-D for other people who were pursuing their own calling. While this might seem noble of me, it wasn’t at all! Instead, I was hiding from my own work behind that of others. And often times, I was preventing them from achieving their own spiritual lessons by scrambling around trying to prevent them from experiencing any personal discomfort. This manifested itself in many different ways in 3-D, but the energy behind it was always the same.

For me, it took a chronic and disabling illness to remove me from this pattern and provide me the distance I needed to look honestly at this and change my trajectory. While it has been an incredible spiritual teaching, I hope for your sake that you have found a less uncomfortable way to come to this awareness!

Disclaimer: This is still an incredibly strong pattern within me. Even now, as I write you this note, I am feeling pulled toward a friend’s work that is just beginning. I would love to jump in there and help her facilitate her dreams, but I am reminded that this energy — ultimately, for me — is so far out of balance and alignment. 

But maybe helping others manifest their dreams into reality is your true calling. In some ways, through this website and through doing readings, I’m still helping people bring their dreams into reality, but I’m doing it in a balanced way that honors my own path in light. The only way to know the difference is to call forth your own internal watcher and look carefully and with the highest degree of honesty and self-awareness you have within. 

This awareness takes some courage. When you approach your patterns with that degree of honesty, you come up against karmas and long-held belief structures that, oftentimes, have been put in place through a series of traumas over the course of many lifetimes. 

I was afraid of my work because I had done things before that were severely out of balance. In past cycles, this resulted in my own deaths and the deaths of others. Because of these violent ends, the energy signature I carried was very strong, and it was stored in my various energetic bodies — physical, mental, emotional, etheric.

I had to face first my fear. And because it was attached to an energy of death, the fear was extreme. When these past cycles present themselves, we move energetically and etherically INTO these other timelines, so we are actually existing in the past. When we feel the feelings of these past cycles, it is because we are having those experiences currently, but in those old timelines. As I felt the fear of these past cycles, it was like I was genuinely afraid for my physical life.

By bringing the awareness to the foreground and facing that energy of fear, employing the watcher to honestly examine it from the highest perspective available, I was able to move back into this timeline, and in the process, release and transmute the energies of death that were surrounding my work.

And wow, what a difference that makes.

The transmutation process can be immediate, but often happens over the course of time, because it requires focus and awareness in 3-D. Don’t beat yourself up if you have to keep returning to these energies and transmuting them in sections and pieces. It will happen if you are committed to being honest and aware and present with the process.

How does this apply to where we started, with the cosmic balancing taking place? It’s like the oxygen masks on airplanes. Helpers feel compelled to take action to do good for others, but if you don’t save yourself first, you won’t be able to help anyone at all.

I had to do a ton of work on myself first before I could be present enough in this work to bring it here to you. And I so hope it helps!

The more we bring that presence and balance forth in our own lives, the more able we are to help one another. And because we are all connected cosmically and etherically, transmuting our own shit lifts the vibrations for everyone, through our connection in oneness. Helping ourselves actually does help others!

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I always do best with homework. If you do too, here is a series of questions to help. 

Get centered and grounded and focus on the trajectory your life has been on. Think about the times that you have thought you’ve been on the right path, but something came along to block your progress.

Now ask, what patterns can I recognize in these occurrences? 

What similarities do these life events share?

What emotions come up as a result of these memories?

What similarities do these emotions share?

Are these emotions in proportion to the events, or do they seem to hold a mysterious significance I have yet to identify?

Is there anything my soul can tell me about any karmic patterns or long-held belief systems that are happening because of other timelines

Am I ready to release and transmute these energies?

If yes, ask that these old energies be safely, effortlessly and completely transmuted, and that you receive an image to signify the process is complete.

Remember, spend time checking in. If you find yourself back in these energies, ask the last two questions again and repeat the releasing and transmuting process as many times as you need until you have created a new energy signature around yourself.

If anyone would like to share their experiences, I’d love to hear how these energies are moving through your life. Feel free to comment here, or get in touch on Instagram or Twitter.

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If these messages resonate, but you’re feeling stuck or just need a little bit more personalized guidance, I offer private readings. Contact me for more information.