ABOUT

Hello Friends, welcome to The Devic Connection

If you’re here, it’s likely because you’re seeking some answers to the big picture questions in life. The questions your soul is calling you to answer. These aren’t easy questions to answer — they’re not even easy questions to identify.

Many of us feel there is something pulling us along toward the most meaningful life we could possibly be living, but we have no idea what that is or what it actually means. We look around at how other people are expressing their deepest sense of Self and it seems so clear for them, so why can’t we just know what they seem to know: who we are and what we’re meant to do.

Sometimes we don’t even know what questions to ask, and often even just the asking of these questions can inspire panic and fear. There’s a reason! These are the questions that are the most steeped in emotional turmoil or the most triggering to our deeply-held traumas.  How do you possibly gain clarity on that?

My Journey

I've spent my life seeking clarity through a variety of lenses. When I was 6, I told my mom it was time I start doing God’s work, and without any other context for how to do that, we started going to a Christian church. It would take more than 10 years of debating theology and alienating the people around me before I realized that Christianity wasn’t my context for understanding God, Source, Creator — whatever you want to call the All That Is.

During my early teens, I struggled with depression, anxiety and a desire to self-harm. It always felt like there was a void within me, and if I did all the things right, God would fill that hole. Well, it certainly doesn’t work that way, or at least it didn’t for me, so when I left religion behind, the pendulum naturally swung in the opposite direction and I spent some years trying to self-medicate my depression and anxiety away through drugs and alcohol. Spoiler alert: This wasn’t a long-term fix either!

I was always searching

I’m naturally a hard-working, overachieving perfectionist, so I spun myself in circles and tied myself in knots at every job I ever had trying to prove something to myself and everything to everyone else — as if being the best barista or waitress or actress or receptionist or salon manager or newspaper reporter or PR director or whatever else I did would make me feel like I was good enough after all.

And then I got very very sick. And for a few years I couldn’t do much of anything other than surrender. I stopped making plans, I stopped having goals, and I lived in the present moment because that was all I had. It was actually remarkably healing to be taken out of my life in that way and held in place for a few years. Pretty much as soon as I felt better enough to be out of bed, my dad started dying and needed my help. And then, a few months after his death, the grandparents of my heart needed the same kind of help, so for a couple of years I helped them until they died. At the same time, all of my beloved animal friends were getting very old and I found myself deeply fearing death and obsessing over loss.

There I was, seeking again, but suddenly the stakes seemed higher than ever before, so I scheduled a psychic reading with a friend who had helped me through some of the other hardest times of my life. During that reading, she offered to become my teacher. For the past few years, she has helped me gain access to my own inner guidance and hone my skills as a psychic, always challenging me to go deeper, seek more clarity, find a higher truth. 

I can’t say that this training has made me totally impervious to the fear of loss or that I’m ever at ease when my old animal friends are having a tough time, and I can’t say that I am never depressed or anxious either. But I have a lot more context and perspective in my life than I had before, and that provides me with space to breathe through the rest. And it also gives me a deep sense of gratitude because I know that I have access to all the healing I’m seeking, within me. And I have such a beautiful sense of purpose knowing that, through my connection to Light, I can help others access their own inner guidance and connect with their own soul’s light.

GETTING A READING WITH ME

Are you at a crossroads and in need of some guidance? Getting a reading with me is a completely unique experience for each individual, so it’s difficult to explain exactly what to expect. In a reading, I tune into the Light, which is my soul’s connection to Source, and through that connection you can ask anything and I will tell you what I hear, see or sense. This is a type of soul reading, because through this connection, you are basically having a conversation with your own soul’s connection to Source. For more information, or to schedule a reading, click the button below.