The Journal of a Spiritual Seeker, Our Soul's Purpose and Unconditional Love
Hello Seekers,
This is a moment of great intensity. I feel it personally, but also we are all experiencing such a massive shift of energies planetarily. I only know enough about astrology to be more curious, so I can’t speak specifically about any of it, but I know that today’s solstice and the Great Conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn feels like a big deal. Combined with a global pandemic and a much-altered festive season, there are so many reasons for us all to be feeling everything in really amplified ways.
It feels like everything is ending and beginning.
This message from Ahramein is from the last day of 2017, which was also a big and transformative time of endings and beginnings in my life. On that day, he spoke to me of my soul’s purpose and of a shift taking place on the deepest personal level — how I love and how I experience love. I see how I’ve moved through several gateways on my journey since then, and find myself yet again standing in another gateway, feeling both eager and trepidatious around what will come next.
I hope that you’re experiencing your own gateways peacefully and with a sense of purpose that transcends obligation. I hope the prospect of what is coming next lifts you up and transports you in joy, and that the grief for whatever is ending is likewise filled with joy. There is a duality in the emotions that come up with these energies. Sadness and joy, trepidation and excitement, loss and abundance. Infuse these emotions with gratitude for the journey and for everything you’ve learned and have yet to learn. When we allow these energies to move us through the emotion, we find under it all a deeper connection with our own soul’s light.
Sending you Light, Love and wishes for a transformative and blessed Solstice,
Jodie
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Message from Ahramein, Dec. 31, 2017
On this, the last day of your calendar year, you are moving beyond this realm and into another, purer, more light-filled realm. You will exist in both of these places simultaneously from now on, and in this way, you will provide a link for Light to come through you and into this place.
As you continue, this link will become stronger and more and more light in higher and higher frequencies will be able to come through.
Continue to drop your resistance as soon as you experience it.
Continue to move up into ever-increasing higher frequencies of light.
Continue to allow the expansion of your heart chakra for this link to compassion and love and light will facilitate your expression of Light in this realm.
You are seeing the beginnings of this path and of this journey. Continue to practice allowance and you will have opened up before you a greater understanding of what it is you are doing and experiencing. One step at a time.
Me: What is it I am here to do?
You will be revealed as you continue. The ways in which you will express this connection will present themselves and evolve as you go.
You are here to write, and through writing, to bring through a connection to Light that will help people evolve and shift with the changing times.
Regarding the Heart Chakra work, you are currently learning how to love in a purer, more light-filled way.
So often, in this place, love is warped into something resembling possession or being possessed. Love, in its purest form, has nothing to do with belonging to people. It’s about a shared connection of and through light. Remember this.
You are currently being reminded of how “love” in this place feels, how it is used and abused, how it controls people and allows them to exert undue control over others. This is not true love. Remember this.
You are being called to experience TRUE love, beyond this warped version you’ve been susceptible to in the past. Notice these feelings and longings and allow them to transmute and dissipate as you do.
This will be transformative.
Be grateful for the pain you’re experiencing in your heart chakra, for it is indicating imbalances and calling your attention to where you need to work.
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Exercise: Begin each exercise by grounding and protecting. For more information on how, see this post.
What is ending for you? What is beginning? As you reflect on this, get clear about your feelings around both the endings and the beginnings. Write or record what you’re experiencing emotionally. And then ask yourself, what am I ready to let go of as I prepare to move into what’s next? What energetic imbalances can be neutralized now, so that I don’t carry them through into this next stage of my journey?
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A brief note: This journal and its exercises are simply a means to help you find your own flow. There is no pressure to follow them exactly or read each and every one. It does not need to be read in order either, so if you miss one, don’t feel like you’ve failed or fallen behind. These messages are here to hold space for you as you discover and evolve within your spiritual practice.
This is the first volume of The Journal of the Spiritual Seeker, and I’m presenting it here on The Devic Connection website, serialized over the last 10 weeks of 2020, with weekly roundups via email (you can sign up in the box at the bottom of this page if you’d like to receive these.) If you’ve just arrived here and would like to start from the beginning, here’s the link to the first post.
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We all need help with clarity …
Sometimes, things come up in the healing journey that we can’t quite manage by ourselves. I’m fortunate to have people I can call on to help me gain that clarity. And I’m also in therapy, which helps immensely with processing the psychological and mental health issues. If you find yourself getting stuck on this journey or having something come up that you need some guidance on, please do seek help. An internet search can help you find a qualified mental health practitioner for those psychological issues. And if you’re looking for help from the Light on the spiritual questions, I have some availability for readings. (Read more about that here.)